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Sometimes I feel what I can’t translate
Don’t leave me behind
Sometimes I sing the things I cannot say
So please don’t leave me behind
These little moments all
Will add up like the rain
Falling down so warm
These little moments are
The secrets that I send
To say that you’re adored
I woke up out of a heavy haze
A cloud was around my conscious mind
To pandemic heartbreak at the end of days
I’m unfurling in the whirlwind when the worlds on fire
If I can’t tell you then how could you know
My heart's been slowly opening over time
And all my flames are burning towards your own
So please, don’t leave me behind
Cause these little moments all
Will add up like the rain
Falling down so warm
These little moments are
The secrets that I send
To say that I don’t know why
Or where in the world I’m wandering
There was a flash in my mind
Or somewhere along that plane
To say that I don’t know why
I got so lost in my suffering
To say, It’ll all add up like rain in time
So don’t leave me behind
Don’t leave me behind
Oh please don’t leave me behind
Oh please, please don’t leave me behind
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In my soul, there’s something that I want to say
We laughed until we cried
We cried until I changed
I changed until I thought
Maybe now I can come back again
But I’m not here at all
I’m too afraid I’ll fall
From the cloud of my distractions
To the lowlands of my soul
Was it a dream?
Then what does it mean?
When all my self indulgence
All falls back down on me
I’m out on a limb
I wanna fall in
There’s all the ways I’m afraid of love
But I still wanna be
Here with you
Do you mind? For a moment I want to stay
We laughed until we cried
In my mind you remained
I woke up with that song of love you sang
Humming in my brain
But I forgot the words
Do they sting when they are heard?
Or do they sing, the way to rain
A heavy peace down on my heart
Sometimes I, I feel like, I didn’t want it, I didn’t want it this way
Was it a dream?
Then what does it mean?
When all my self indulgence
All falls back down on me
I’m out on a limb
I wanna begin
There’s all the ways I’m afraid of love
But I still wanna be
Here with you
So I’m not feeling around to being brave?
What is love, if not forever, is it love?
You broke me open, when you cut me up
I’m afraid of love, but I can never have enough
It takes me over, but it takes time
Is that alright?
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May Wave
01:57
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We drove out on Wednesday morning
Towards the curling colder ocean
We hovered like haze on the water
Covered up by clothes of salty air
I need my prayers
I need those old songs around me now
I need my where
Where are you going on without me now
Glorious sea of wonder
My brain lit up when we went under
Gone before I ever knew you
Walking up and down the stairs
I need my prayers
I need all my wits about me now
I need my where
Where are you going on without me now
I jumped out into the water
And come back as someone other
Sometimes I don’t know how to be me
Sometimes I can’t see if you see me
I don’t want to hide and look away
Standing on the rails edge I just stare
I need my prayers
I need all my friends around me now
I need my where
Where are you going on without me now
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I thought I knew how the road unfolded
That I was walking on
I thought I threw away all of my hoping
It’s what I’m running from
But then it was you that was pulling me closer
When I was all alone
I never thought that you’d arrive
Or that that our vines would so entwine
That my heart could be revived
Or that we’d say goodbye
I held my breath in, and hoped you change your mind
Do you remember I came to see you?
When you felt so lost
We drove out on the edge of the water
I said it’s all I want
I can remember when I thought I was
Strong enough to be leaned on
I never thought that you’d arrive
Or that that our vines would so entwine
That my heart could be revived
Or that we’d say goodbye
I held my breath in, and hoped you’d change your mind
I held my breath in
I hoped you’d change my mind
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6. |
Inside a Wave (Acoustic)
03:12
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I found myself inside a wave
That I thought I could never trust in
Everyone of us
All will come to know
I feel myself inside a breeze
That I thought would blow me over
Everyone of us
All will loose control
I thought I
I thought I saw myself in you
I surrendered to the ruse
And I was rolling
In the heavy glory of
Visitorial
Oh can you show me
I found myself inside a grave
I was breathing in the dust
Carnations for a soul, yeah I know
But I don’t really know how to hold my
Head above the waterline
I wanna wash away
It’ll all deliver for you I adore you
It’ll all deliver for you anyway
I thought I
I thought I saw myself in you
I surrendered to the ruse
Or is it just me here pretending
That everyone of us
Are something other than
What we could loose
I thought I
I thought I saw myself in you
I surrendered to the groove
But I was rolling
In the heavy glory of
Visitorial
Oh can you show me
I found myself inside a wave
That I thought I could never trust in
Everyone of us
All will come to know
I feel myself inside a breeze
That I thought would blow me over
Everyone of us
All will lose control
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Beta Radio’s Americana-folk sound is the result of a decade-long collaboration between Ben Mabry and Brent Holloman. Their sound is rooted in vocal harmonies, with guitar, banjo and an eclectic range of additional instrumentation and soulful arrangements. ... more
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